Last night

I feel so bad about last night. I am feeling a little under the weather so I asked if I could go to bed early and she said I could but I could tell by the look on her face that she was not happy about it, but I did it anyways. After some thought I realize that I was being selfish and being a little sick is no excuse for not completing my chores. I was being lazy, selfish, and disrespectful to MY Love and if she wishes to punish me for this I  completely understand. Later

Dissapointing weekend.

Well it was kind of a weekend of  moving backwards. I was very lazy and spent to much money. The problem is  that my Owner/Wife either didn't notice or didn' care because I didnt even get a scolding or lecture. Her lover wanted her to come over and she didn't want to go because she didn't  talk to me about it first! This made me very sad because It leads me to believe that she is not willing to be fully envolved with our new lifestyle. I think that if she would look at me as she does our son things would be more like a D/s relationship. He dosn't get away with anything and niether should I. I feel like her expectations of me are much to low. Or maybe, I am alredy a "perfect" husband. Maybe I should be the dominant one in this relationship. That is not what I want!!!!!!!!!!! I love Her and i crave her dominance, I need Her to realize that I am just a pathetic man who needs the guidance of a stong Woman in all aspects of my life. Anyway, till next time.

New way of life

Well this blog will be the story of how becoming a sissy slave to my wife of 14 years plays out. We  changed to this new way of life  a few weeks ago and I love it so far. I have been crossdressing for our whole marriage pretty much and she has always been a big supporter of it. A year ago I wanted to start bringing other men into our marriage for her pleasure and I love it. There is nothing like looking into her eyes and seeing all the pleasure she is getting from her lover. That brings me to this day and age and why I am writing this blog. I am very submissive when it comes to my wife so I asked her if she wanted to do something new in our marriage. I wanted us to be in a Wife Led Marriage. I think at first she said yes just to humor a sexual fantacy of mine but once she realized that I was completely willing to totally submit to her and how many benifits she would gain from this new way of life she has started to get very serious about it. Now I do all the chores around the house and I am expected to keed it looking great at all times. I have been punished a few times but not as much as I should be. We haven't started a regular discipline routine yet but I look forward to when we do because it would show me that she is obtaining the desire to have all the power and to prove to me that it will be like that for the rest of our lives. Anyway, that kind of brings you up to speed till now. From now on I will hopefully be posting if anything happens of intrest daily. Till then