Dissapointing weekend.

Well it was kind of a weekend of  moving backwards. I was very lazy and spent to much money. The problem is  that my Owner/Wife either didn't notice or didn' care because I didnt even get a scolding or lecture. Her lover wanted her to come over and she didn't want to go because she didn't  talk to me about it first! This made me very sad because It leads me to believe that she is not willing to be fully envolved with our new lifestyle. I think that if she would look at me as she does our son things would be more like a D/s relationship. He dosn't get away with anything and niether should I. I feel like her expectations of me are much to low. Or maybe, I am alredy a "perfect" husband. Maybe I should be the dominant one in this relationship. That is not what I want!!!!!!!!!!! I love Her and i crave her dominance, I need Her to realize that I am just a pathetic man who needs the guidance of a stong Woman in all aspects of my life. Anyway, till next time.